Hypothesis

There's always a space between me and myself. Just like when I feel, I don't necessarily have emotions. And I'm most of the time in this state. Maybe that's why I don't all the time feel real. And why I enjoy novelties so much. 

Also, I suppose everyone is somehow similar to certain extent in its own individuality. It's only whether you are tuning in to yourself, or which part you put your attention at. For me,I have the least knowledge bout my physical body. I just feel like an outsider of my own body. 

Now that I'm towards 29. How much more to accumulate. How much more to compress, in to a more complex individual.