Self importance 2

Perceived reality is not necessarily the truth itself. Be open and see things in different perspectives. There's always unknown dimensions waiting to ge discovered. 

Self importance

Give and take gracefully. Don't take self too seriously. 

Answering my search for calling

Teaching has been what I'm doing most of the time. I know I like it. And I am just avoiding it and escaping from feeling bad when I am imperfect. I thought I would be perfect and be someone who knows everything. It's the perfectionism that causes me not accepting teaching as my calling. And I can't accept that I can only teach. 

Also, beating my anxiety and mood swings when teaching will be one of my biggest thing to solve.

Surrender 2

Perfectionism is just an extension of ego that is trying to hold onto too much and fear of accepting things as they are. It's not really about having higher standards. 

Be humble and accept flaws, so that there's room to improve. Trying to be perfect is not bringing me anywhere. Don't waste the energy trying to be perfect. 

Surrender

Letting go the need to control, to be understood and to explain. 

Setting an intention that's true to myself before doing anything, then put in my best effort and let the rest flow by itself. Accept any outcome as how it is. 

Love myself, be compassionate to myself and all others.

Be present, be in flow. 

Act, don't overthink. 

We get lost sometimes and that's okay.

Yay I survived!

December is one of my favorite months for many reasons. I didn't know that I could have this year being so meaningful and colourful. Having less fear and new ways of perceiving things and people amaze me a lot, giving me totally new experiences and makeover of myself and my life. Now with more gratitude, calmer heart, more passion. And also curious and ready to take any challenge in the future. There's still time i might not be ok, but it's all going to be fine. : ) sounding too positive sometimes intimidate myself, but I guess I really take a great step to improve my overall well-being. Doesn't sound like old me anymore. ^^

Merry christmas and happy new year to myself and all my loved ones.