Also, beating my anxiety and mood swings when teaching will be one of my biggest thing to solve.
Answering my search for calling
Teaching has been what I'm doing most of the time. I know I like it. And I am just avoiding it and escaping from feeling bad when I am imperfect. I thought I would be perfect and be someone who knows everything. It's the perfectionism that causes me not accepting teaching as my calling. And I can't accept that I can only teach.
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