to simplify is tough. so simple life is not easy too.

short and direct. yet rather complicated within. that's my current mind state. i know my resolutions next year. i know what i am going to strive for. but there are too much of them. so im holding a principle now, as to simplify everything i see i say i think. to conclude and categorize is the best way. ughh. i think i'm kind of having OCD on organizing thing. well if it brings discipline into my life i don't mind. hopefully discipline doesn't limit my creativity though as i have had little enough now. 

suffering from restlessness due to messy room, piano exam , things not done, i have tried everything i can to make myself feeling settled and steady. and on the day i was totally unproductive, i cleaned up the room starting from the closet, and then the desk, and then the documents. big and small boxes, tags, folders, notebooks. everything you name it to organize  were used. so then i feel better. and there is one little issue get my mind bothered. and all the efforts are gone. that really ruins my day. so my mind is complicated within, but short and direct.

perhaps when i go home tonight and list down all the chores to be done helps. as i have been in the working place for nine hours already and only one blog post is written (typed).