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I have got my contact lens, but what a shame that I have no idea how to put it on. My eyes are just not big enough. I blink whenever the lens is almost in my eyes. Sigh. What should I do now with the six boxes of them. Tell me.

Something nice out of these hectic days, dad gave me a DSLR. That is what I am longing for these days, to take nice pic, to make my plan works, to make my life less dull. When I have settled down, I will definitely use it to show off my two precious birthday present.

Though I am trying to be tough, emotion still breaks down when night comes. It feels emptier when I recalled those happy days. And all my hamsters are gone. They died, together, including xiao fei fei and xiao tian tian and their children, after one day I sold them to my friend. I am sorry, my beloved xiao fei fei.

Well, you can see I am so not organized now. I do not even write in proper flow. They are so random. Like me, broken pieces falling apart. I am about to collapse.