freedom

i never like to compete and do not ever think of how much money i can make. but i do appreciate tranquility and contented life in books and music and love and anything that is small yet warm. that is me. please spare me some space, to breathe, to develop a truly own me. once i had my own way, and now i am totally lost, even though how deep i know myself. it is not your experience and observation that can decide my future. i always know how to be a good self. i really do.