I will win this battle fighting myself.

Hold on to the decision made while I'm cooled off. I will make sure I'm not impulsive and own my emotion this time, at least for once.

And I know, my saviour shall always be the escapism into beauty and art. That's where I'm most alive, and where I will always be reborn. So just to remind myself, if things don't go well, there's always a place for me to heal.