因为我不懂得如何正常的生活，如何好好的打交道 so I try to learn. It breaks me down whenever I try and fail and makes stupid mistakes. I envy those who can just socialize so well without effort. But I know that I can polish up with practice. Scary, disappointing, yes, it hurts my self esteem so much, after all humans like to perceive the self as perfect as possible. But I wanna think I can, at least some day, I can look back and say, Hey, I think I've improved. And it's because of my effort, not inborn for free.
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不要学我！
因为我不懂得如何正常的生活，如何好好的打交道 so I try to learn. It breaks me down whenever I try and fail and makes stupid mistakes. I envy those who can just socialize so well without effort. But I know that I can polish up with practice. Scary, disappointing, yes, it hurts my self esteem so much, after all humans like to perceive the self as perfect as possible. But I wanna think I can, at least some day, I can look back and say, Hey, I think I've improved. And it's because of my effort, not inborn for free.
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